Starting Over.

Last month marked 13 years together. Next month would have been our 9th wedding anniversary – but we didn’t make it.

On Wednesday I sign the lease on my apartment. Moving away……
How do you split a decade’s worth of possessions?  Who gets the dishes or the sheets?  I honestly don’t give a shit. I want my life back. Stuff is just stuff.

As much as I hate him, I still love him. I know he’s done with me, he’s past this phase in his life but i’m not and it hurts so bad. He fell out of love. It happens I suppose. I just didn’t think it would happen to us. I miss my best friend.